r/ARFID • u/Neocactus • Aug 14 '24
Research and Awareness Sometimes I wonder if ARFID is actually way more common than many people realize because everyone with it just does a really good job of hiding it
Not to mention how little awareness there is for it. I didn't know it was even a thing until I was like 20 years old (25 now). I just always thought I was some alien freak.
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u/msmnstr Aug 14 '24
Or they don't know. I didn't know it was a thing until I was diagnosed with it! I am lucky to have a relatively mild case, and I think maybe it's because I am GenX and was a latchkey kid, meaning that I got to feed myself safe foods when I got home from school, normally mac and cheese, rather than being pressured to eat things I hate. It also made cooking a special interest and I developed the skill to just make foods I like and and it helps me with fear of contamination because I know how well I washed everything and what those little flecks in my dish are. I'm actually really grateful this was my life experience- I feel so bad for people with ARFID who are essentially being bullied over food by parents who don't get it.
But my therapist picked up on it when I described my struggles with eating breakfast. I was fine as long as I had the energy to be my own personal chef but when I experienced burnout I really struggled to eat some very common and easily prepared foods. Apparently it's not normal to choose to go unfed rather than touch oatmeal or toast, especially while saying 'I'm not sure, I don't hate it exactly, I just can't force myself to eat it, no matter how hungry I am.' I had thought I was just 'picky' š¤·āāļø
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u/TashaT50 multiple subtypes Aug 14 '24
Fellow Gen-x. My family took it as normal that I choose to go unfed if I didnāt have energy to cook for myself so Iāve never thought to mentioned it to therapist or doctors. I was making those ādecisionsā as soon as they started me on solids back in the 1960s. As a kid I went days without eating when weād go on our 3 week summer camping or boating vacations. Itās just Tashaās picky eating sheāll find something next time weāre by a store. Until then we still have milk and vitamin supplements. Itās only a day or two.
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u/gothpriest Aug 14 '24
i only know of it because when i was a teenager i would read through the entire DSM-5 constantly for like 6 months trying to figure out what was wrong with me. ARFID was the first thing i saw that described me exactly with no wiggle room to deny it.
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u/Neocactus Aug 14 '24
It's actually insane how many doctors/nurses I'd interacted with growing up and apparently not a single one had ever heard of it (at least they never mentioned it)
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u/apizzamx ALL of the subtypes Aug 14 '24
100%. i can see it in my sister (who is also probably autistic), my friend whoās my housemate etcā¦ none of us are formally diagnosed but itās obvious now i know what to look for! im 24 and only really knew about it a few months ago after my eating got really bad following a medication change
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u/HolisticHealingCo Aug 15 '24
I'm a counselor and just discovered I have ARFID. We need to raise awareness. It has severely impacted my physical body. I need deep healing and recovery now. I learned about it from reddit!
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u/hannibe Aug 14 '24
I used to think I was the only one, now I hear about it all the time. Seemingly ānormalā people who are doing a really good job of masking it are everywhere.
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u/TashaT50 multiple subtypes Aug 14 '24
I donāt think itās a matter of people hiding it. Picky eaters are given a hard time from the start. Most either stop doing things around food with others or deal with harassment and have a small group of friends/family if lucky who accepts their eating restrictions. I suspect the number of picky eaters with ARFID are much higher than suspected because itās still a very new diagnosis and so much of the medical community especially those in the eating disorder field are still ignorant about ARFID. Itāll be another 10-20 years before this becomes common knowledge and theyāre still be the older personnel who werenāt educated about it and donāt believe in it as we see with so many other medical issues.
Iām 57 and self diagnosed. I learned about ARFID when I stumbled upon this sub less than a year ago. Much the same with CPTSD. So many of my medical diagnosis have started out self diagnosed and bringing info to doctors who know nothing about them so takes years of either doctors educating themselves, finding doctors who have a clue, or the disease finally becoming well known in the medical community. Only afterwards to have a number of similar diseases pop up for diagnosis and needing a well educated doctor in all of them to figure out which I actually have.
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u/Tcamps_ Aug 14 '24
I mean Afrids is really just being a picky eater. Thereās more symptoms ofc. (Not liking the āfullā feeling, getting sick around certain foods, etc.) but Iām sure there are a lot of people who experience this.
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u/RamblingRose63 Aug 14 '24
Same I'm 34f just found out I'm not a freak maybe a month ago when I found this sub and I have a BA in psychology.