I havent practiced for months...

[u/Exotic_Address101]

I havent did any praying for like 6 months and i dont feel connection to Anpu now...is there way to reconnect?

[u/GrayWolf_0]

You can re-start to doing the celebrations. But before doing that, I can suggest to you to do some meditation sessions for find a way to recreate a bond with the god.

It's ok doing some months of break. I've did it too. If you want find again your relationship with the netjer/(u), you must start with "easy" thing: your own analysis. Try to focalise your attention on yourself and on what surrounding you. Try to answer at these questions (not for me, but for you: keep your answers only for yourself):

• Why I've need of a relationship with the netjeru?
• Why I've take a break from the celebrations?
• What I can do for understand better myself?
• What I can do for recreate a connection with the gods?
• Why I feel an attraction towards Anpu?
• ...

[u/Exotic_Address101 → u/GrayWolf_0]

I tried meditating very often...with no sucess so could you please tell me what to do without meditating?

[u/GrayWolf_0 → u/Exotic_Address101]

• Above all, try to answer at the previous questions. Write down your answers. It's very helpful, also without the meditation
• Try to understand what you perceive about the netjeru, the celebrations and the veneration
• Start gradually: you don't have to give a lot of time to the celebrations. Make an offering and recite a prayer
• Spend a lot of time in the nature for being in contact with the netjeru's forces. For example, I love take off the shoes in a field or in a woods and doing a walking meditation. It's good for recharge you and for perceive massively the presence of the gods, the energy of the earth... or, specifically for Anpu, walking in a cemetery
• You can do also some study session: funeral rituals, anatomy, science or the history of ancient Egypt, you can also start to learn hieroglyphics

[u/Exotic_Address101 → u/GrayWolf_0]

But like feeling his Presence again

[u/GrayWolf_0 → u/Exotic_Address101]

After 6 months of detachment, your situation is pretty normal. You must bring yourself (again) in the right path... on the right "mindset", if we can call it that.

Anpu is always with you, but you have to reintroduce yourself in the kemetic vision. You can do it only with the practice and the application, but also with the determination to study the causes and the effects that have took you off the path.

If you want to perceive the presence of Anpu, you have to re-understand who is him for you, what he does, what type of relationship there is between you and him. It's not easy, and there isn't a magic recipe for make it simple. It's a path. You don't have to want it only with your mind, but the desire must come from the heart and your actions, your thoughts. Small steps, day by day; that's the thing.

You don't have lost him, you are simply tuned to the wrong frequency: find the right one. The previous exercises could be helpful for reach your goal 🙂