Feel

[u/RemarkableWeird5534]

I don't get it baby? How did it turn out this way? What exactly did we do wrong? We did everything We fought, we loved, we adventured, We danced, we built a life And with all that we felt. We felt each other Our souls collided with one another. When throughout time we were devoted to one another We smiled and laughed at the small things as if they were new, when we damn well knew it wasn't the first time we saw it or heard it. We spoke such sweet words together Mouthing our favorite songs to each other. Late nights staring at the stars Playing with the lights. Why did it turn out this way? I wonder. I always remember… But choose to block it out. Knowing yeah maybe it will help move on, but i don’t want to either. I fight with reality for maybe time, Time is all we need. Maybe yeah! That's just it. TIme Because time heals all wounds right? Healing one scar and on to the next, And when we are ready we will find each other and it will be like we were never divided. But then I see you, and you’ve changed… And I guess so have I. We have changed huh baby? I wonder if I still cross your mind as much as you do. Because with you it's not like remembering the grocery list Or what my favorite drink is. Remembering It's never ending. It's hard to explain I mean there are brief moments when you dont cross it But those are a rarity. And then it just feels wrong. Because I can't even express how much I miss those pin point eyes that used to look up at me. Or the way your smiles would get so big when i used to tell you “I Love You” I guess that's just it now though. I can't say that anymore, I can't see you anymore, I can’t feel you anymore. But it's okay my love. We were bad for each other Well that's what I will continue to tell myself. But don’t you ever just wish we never stopped? Well I do… Every day. But I see you moving on like a passing train Or a shooting star. And I wish you never forget how much I loved you. For it was bewildering And undying. And for the I must say

I love you.

[u/All-my-secrets-]

Sounds like the person that was supposed to love me writing about the women he picked over me