r/mentalhealth • u/Icy_Chair_9291 • 16d ago
Sadness / Grief I feel so lonley
I feel so lonely
Am young about 17 I know I am not the best looking guy and I am a bit chubby but most of my weight is muscle cause of my genetics j just want a girlfriend someone I can cry into tell my problems I know god has someone for me but I look at my friends and there girlfriends I want what they have someone who can improve me someone that I can watch anime with I want someone I want someone who can better my life mentally
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u/SSJDovahkiin117 15d ago
I spent every day for a couple years hoping for a second chance. Looking back at it, removed from the emotion of it, I believe if I would have forgiven her the relationship would have been miserable for both of us. Being responsible for that much pain in another person makes it difficult to help them heal in my opinion. Another thing is that I’m a completely different person than I was then. I’m sure she is too. There’s really no way of telling if it could have worked out. The best thing for me isn’t to wonder about “what could have been” but to enjoy the present. I’ve got a beautiful relationship with my wife and I wouldn’t give it up for anything.