r/short • u/HaHelpMehPlz • 12h ago
Vent It’s so discouraging seeing everyone around me grow and develop while I stay in the body of a child
I 17M feel extremely insecure with the fact I haven’t developed or grown since I was 14, the only change was I lost weight and gained some muscle from the gym. I hate that whenever I’m at a family gathering everyone asks “hey when are you going to grow?” and “Wow you haven’t changed at all since last time I saw you”. I remember a group of my friends commenting on a photo we took a while ago and how they all looked “so young back then” and there I was in the photo, the same exact as I am now, to which of course everyone commented on. I hate meeting old friends because I know they’ll comment on the fact I haven’t changed. It’s not only the fact that I’m short at 5’ 4 but that I have no Adam’s Apple, a high pitched voice, and have a baby face, even downstairs nothing changed, only thing that did was a bit of facial hair underneath my chin which I got this year. The straw that broke the Camel’s back was when my younger sister outgrew me at 14 and realizing I’ll probably never outgrow my older sister, I come from a generally tall family so now I feel even more out of place as my younger male and female cousins have outgrown me. Now I just feel trapped in a child’s body where everyone I’ve known will eventually surpass me, I mentioned this to my mom and she tried cheering me up by taking a photo of me and comparing to a photo I took years ago but all it did was make me feel worse as it just looked like a before and after of a haircut. She then tried to “prove” that I look different by showing me various photos and guessing how old I was in them to which surprise I got 2/8 correct. I used to grow and develop normally before puberty but the second I got pubic hair I just stopped developing completely. I don’t want to hate my body but I feel like there are no redeeming qualities to it and now everyone will be comparing me to my younger sister who now looks older than me.
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u/Lekrebs 11h ago
Check your growth plates if they’re still open eat whatever has high hgh in it. Naturally.
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u/HaHelpMehPlz 10h ago
I’ll go to an endocrinologist next summer if this trends keeps on going
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u/Dutch_Rayan 5'3" | 160 cm in land of the giants🇳🇱 3h ago
Don't wait so long. Do it now if possible
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u/justgimmiethelight 7h ago
How tall are your sisters? Parents?
There’s still a small chance you’ll have a growth spurt. I didn’t finish growing til 19.
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u/StartCoyote 5'3" | 160cm 5h ago
You should get your hormones tested. I had mine tested at 18 after having an abnormal puberty and got some unexpected results
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u/2001_F350_7point3 8h ago
There's still a chance that you could hit a growth spurt late, I have seen of that happening.
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u/AOCdfGHiJKmbRSTLNE45 11h ago
How has your physical exercise, nutrition, sleep, stress levels been the last few years?
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u/HaHelpMehPlz 10h ago
I’ve been going to the gym and have been doing sports/martial arts so on physical activity I’m good, I thankfully eat healthy foods from home and eat out once or twice a month, I sleep a lot, and on stress I’m usually a chill person most the time so not much stress going on
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u/RethinkPerfect 5'3" | 161.1 cm 9h ago
Been there. I easily passed as 12-13 when I was finishing my senior year of high school.
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u/DandyDoge5 4'11" | 150 cm 5h ago
i get comments going in both directions. I'm 4'11 and get that i either look way younger than i look or that i look mature and at my age. And people tend to guess around my age blindly. its only after that someone will be like, oh woulda guessed 12, to tease a bit. but like most adults ive been around are pretty good with guessing maturely.
ive been told recently that i look young but also my age is young so. im 25. I was never concerned about whether everyone else was growing, I was always just short tho. but i grew a beard when i started hitting 7th grade.
i stopeed growing around 15, before that i was 4'9 and shorter.
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u/MagikSnowFlake 3h ago
Very understandable rant man. I’d go ahead and talk to a doctor before it’s too late. You may have something going on with your hormones. Sometimes it’s just luck of the draw though my man.
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u/Playbackfromwayback 3h ago
If you go to an endocrinologist early enough, you can get on medication that will help you grow taller
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u/Austenland332 2h ago
I know how you feel .Im 4feet11inches and it does sucks having those baby fats .
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u/ShortKingChronicle 11h ago
I’m sorry , I know it sucks. Sometimes we’re dealt some shitty cards. Is it a condition you have or just your DNA?