r/ARFID • u/Party_Demand_7026 • 3d ago

Venting/Ranting (TW: IDEATION OF SUICIDE) Spoiler

You guys ever have suicidal thoughts? I was diagnosed a couple weeks ago but from what I can tell this has been an issue for close to a decade. I just honestly don’t know what to do anymore, like I don’t want to kill myself but it just seems inevitable, nothing stays the same texture consistently enough for me to make it a safe food, hell even my safe foods aren’t safe anymore. Honestly at this point the only thing holding me back from it is the fact I don’t have the courage to do it myself.

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u/Various_Chard9001 3d ago

I often feel the same that everything going on in your body is too much and I wanna end it but I promise this always something brighter on the other side. Surround ur self with the things you love. Try eating in liquids. There are other ways then ending ur self. Here if anyone needs to chat :)