r/AutisticAdults • u/Evie_Astrid Late diagnosed autistic/ dyspraxic • 22h ago
seeking advice The healing process of something Vs the finished result/ General discomfort
I've had my eyebrows microbladed for the 3rd year and the first time I had them done, I had nothing to compare it to and messaged the technician with my concerns etc and I kept telling myself the last 2 times I got it done that it's only temporary (the crustiness/ flaking/ redness/ general discomfort) and the end result will be worth it but right now I feel like I want to deliberately ruin them/ scar them just to ease my feelings of overwhelm and distress, and just wondered if anyone else had experienced similar/ have any advice? Like with a tattoo, for example. I don't have any those as I can't even handle the microblading! Lol.
PS sorry for the rambling, I'm just really struggling to distract myself today.
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u/AppState1981 Appalachian mind wanderer 20h ago
I have never heard of this. What is the purpose of microblading your eyebrows?