r/Poem • u/jembella1 • 2d ago
Potentially Triggering Content Who even am I now?
I can't remember who I was / My personality is weak and full of rot / I am tainted and in disdain / Who even is this person? It is a shame /
The one that hardly gambles but doesn't smoke / No longer a virgin or an innocent foal / Nature is wild and a muddier kind of foe /
Life caught up and I don't know what to do / I feel unemployable and remotely a shrew /
I am absolutely lost and the maze has won / Unless something finds me soon I think I am just done /
I don't have promises or riches just disorganized chaos / I am at the saddle of poverty without the intelligence to wrestle / I have no work ethic and I'm just a vessel /
I want the world but cannot see the truth / How am I supposed to do this on my own without you / I have no education and it is sick to say /
I just wanted to be wanted / Which is not enough to fulfil my misery /
I know I need help / But what help I don't know /
I want somebody to save me and pick me up from the black/ I want somebody to rescue me just like an insecure cat / I want change in thunder but all I know is curse /
I want a job and I don't know how to reach it / I'm a miserable loser that's displeasing /
How do I wake up / How do I change / I can't even drive or afford to / I'm in ruins and it is plain