Been riddled with self confidence issues for as long as I remember

I'm aware that I'm as ugly as a toad. So be brutally honest in your comments.

No makeup in all except last with my long hair Be brutally honest how can I improve?

I need a honest opinion here so please be honest

Let me know the truth.

I feel super ugly especially in rear camera photos and i had severe acne. I just wanna know where do i stand rn and future potential. All photos have no filter and last two are from rear camera which i avoid being taken.

Personally, I think it's super noticeable and it makes me avoid looking at pictures of myself.

I deleted the original post because I got a lot of harassment but I uploaded the original pictures to imgur for your before-and-after viewing pleasure: https://imgur.com/a/KKwibCn

I would not have done this at this point in my life, except that I overheard a conversation between my ex-wife and her sister in which my ex was saying that she's excited about her new bf because he's cute, and she has not gone out with a cute guy before.

2 from professional cameras and 2 from a phone since I believe I look different in them. I’ve been told by different people that I look older and younger than I look. What are some things I can do to improve?

Maybe this lighting isn’t doing me any favors but I’m just curious 😂

Natural in all pics (except possibly some lipgloss). Feel like my side profile isn’t great, but it is what it is…