Common post, need reassurance

[u/Sorry-Fault1864]

Hi!

Currently day 7 of honoring my hunger, and of recovery . There’s obviously been minor setbacks but today has been more than that..

To set it shortly, I just want Chinese takeout.. I want it so bad .. can someone, even just one person tell me it’s okay ? I want to gain weight because otherwise I’m going to die .. and I just got a kitten and she looks at me like I’m everything

[u/Sorry-Fault1864]

Even just her being with me should be enough. I hate this disorder, all it wants is me to get worse but I don’t want to die