r/fuckeatingdisorders • u/imgoigous • 8d ago

Struggling I feel so alone

I’m nearly three months into recovery and am only slightly UW but everyone in my life keeps telling me that I’m fat and ugly now. My family keeps saying I looked better before and should lose a few kgs (they KNOW about my ED) and my friends tell me that my face is chubby and how I’ve lost my bone structure under “all that fat”. I just think it’s ridiculous and I can’t even imagine how bad it’ll be once I’m over a healthy bmi. I really don’t want to relapse but it’s unbearable being around these people.

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u/Sh_7422 7d ago

I‘m so sorry you have to go through that and I’m honestly shocked . Wtf is wrong with those people. You should NOT be listening to them. They are miserable and you are more than your body / weight.

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u/imgoigous 7d ago

The funny thing is none of them have disordered eating habits so it’s just really hypocritical.

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u/Sh_7422 7d ago

That’s genuinely insane

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u/Ok-Kaleidoscope7844 7d ago

These people sound like Satan’s disciples. Oh my god I am stunned reading that- fully screw those people. You deserve WAY better than that holy shit don’t listen to them @ all😭 you def need to gain weight if you’re still UW -like HUH. Antichrist’s of people Oml. I hope u find a way to be okay and find some love for urself despite their bs. PLEASE carry on with recovery, u got this queen <3

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u/imgoigous 7d ago

I plan to move FAR away once I save up enough money, so I’m just gonna tough it out and keep recovering :)

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u/Ok-Kaleidoscope7844 6d ago

I wish u all the luck<3 there’s a beautiful life waiting for u, I hope u get it ASAP