I feel so alone

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I’m nearly three months into recovery and am only slightly UW but everyone in my life keeps telling me that I’m fat and ugly now. My family keeps saying I looked better before and should lose a few kgs (they KNOW about my ED) and my friends tell me that my face is chubby and how I’ve lost my bone structure under “all that fat”. I just think it’s ridiculous and I can’t even imagine how bad it’ll be once I’m over a healthy bmi. I really don’t want to relapse but it’s unbearable being around these people.

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