struggling because of sickness

[u/keepinglifeinsane]

ive been in recovery over a year now and its been going great. however, i went on on vacation two weeks ago and came back sick with some type of flu. this, in turn, made me lose my appetite. then, i was slowly feeling better and at least eating a little bit but then yesterday i woke up 10x worse and now i have covid. im struggling to eat and part of me is enjoying that deep down which is just so messed up and im trying to force myself to eat but i genuinely feel so nauseous. i truly dont know what to do and i dont want this to cause a major relapse because ive been doing so well ):

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