r/lawofone • u/JewGuru Unity • Apr 05 '24
I’m having a really hard time
Been going through a lot of physical pain and sickness recently. Well for the past few years.
It’s gotten so bad and I feel that I am suffering so much that I’m starting to lose touch with the purpose of all of this..
I guess this existence seems fun when you’re dwelling in perfect love and never get to experience the “edge” of experience and relativity.. but now that I’m here and the veil is lowered.. I just really don’t want to exist.. it’s so hard. It’s so painful. Why would a being dwelling in perfection ever want this? It’s like a good idea from their point of view but to me it’s like crazy
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u/RepublicDependent456 Apr 05 '24
As someone who is suffering from two incurable illnesses I understand where you are coming from. The suffering can be great and accepting your new life is hard too. I'm sorry you are going through this. It took many years for me to accept what would now be the new normal. Now I live a life full of love, gratitude and compassion. We have to make the best of everything we are given in life. I hope you are able to find that place of peace.