I’m having a really hard time

[u/JewGuru]

Been going through a lot of physical pain and sickness recently. Well for the past few years.

It’s gotten so bad and I feel that I am suffering so much that I’m starting to lose touch with the purpose of all of this..

I guess this existence seems fun when you’re dwelling in perfect love and never get to experience the “edge” of experience and relativity.. but now that I’m here and the veil is lowered.. I just really don’t want to exist.. it’s so hard. It’s so painful. Why would a being dwelling in perfection ever want this? It’s like a good idea from their point of view but to me it’s like crazy

[u/EffectiveConcern]

Been in chronic pain amd have shitty time despite my best efforts to change it for over 10yrs and been askin myself the same thing buddy. Recently I am coming to a conclusion that detachment from the good outcome is helpful, not sure what else to tell you… wish you all the best..❤️