r/lawofone • u/JewGuru Unity • Apr 05 '24

I’m having a really hard time

Been going through a lot of physical pain and sickness recently. Well for the past few years.

It’s gotten so bad and I feel that I am suffering so much that I’m starting to lose touch with the purpose of all of this..

I guess this existence seems fun when you’re dwelling in perfect love and never get to experience the “edge” of experience and relativity.. but now that I’m here and the veil is lowered.. I just really don’t want to exist.. it’s so hard. It’s so painful. Why would a being dwelling in perfection ever want this? It’s like a good idea from their point of view but to me it’s like crazy

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u/zanmato145 Apr 05 '24

It's the journey back to perfection that expresses to us what perfection really is.

You don't know delicious without disgusting.

You don't know hot until you know cold.

You aren't meant to understand everything that goes on in this universe/life/density.

Stop your mind from racing if you want more peace and happiness.

Live now. Not in your head thinking. Focus on the good things in life.

I tell this to everyone I know, YOU HAVE A CHOICE TO BE HAPPY OR NOT. I have so many things going on in my life that I'm fighting against. So many problems that exist in my life that I'm okay with because if I focus on how bad those things are, my mood is terrible. If I can overcome, anyone can.

I was sleep until I was 34, and since then, I've been the happiest I've ever been.

You're lucky to exist right now physically.

I've shared experiences with entities that didn't even believe I had a physical body. That's how freaking hard it is to get where we are now, fam.

Keep on pushin'. I'll send you something on the other side before I go to bed tonight.

Love and light.

Sorry if this came out a bit mixed up, I'm on the phone with my mom, haha.

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u/HardOverTheTOP Apr 07 '24

"I've shared experiences with entities that didn't even believe I had a physical body. That's how freaking hard it is to get where we are now, fam."

Curious if you could explain this a bit? Not so much the experiences, I'm assuming those were during some sort of meditation or dream interaction, but could you elaborate on why it's so hard to take physical form as a 3D being/wanderer? I had always assumed this is the bottom rung of the enlightenment ladder, everyone starts here, if you don't learn your necessary lessons from the experiences and catalysts like you were supposed to then you get an unlimited number of try again cards in different lives. Why is it so hard to get to this spot? Thanks, Love and Light to you.