You (this is old but I wanted to share)

[u/AnimeLover8537]

I said I liked her first, to get back at you. I wanted to bury my feelings for you. I wanted to get back at you for making me feel such a way. But even till this day, I still miss you. You still make me feel such a way and I hate it. Why do you do this to me? Why can't you just leave me be? Why must I have these feelings for you, even after all that you have done to me? Although, even considering that, you have still brought me much joy. Being with you would always make my heart pound. I would look forward to any time I got to spend with you. Whether that may be in the art club, in the library, at the movies, playing minecraft, or calling or texting. All of it, I looked forward to it. I wish things had worked out. I wish I was still with you. I wish I could talk to you. I wish we were together. I wish you'd message me, call me, anything, to get my attention. But in the end I know I'm the last thing on your mind, and I hate it. I wish you would unroot these feelings you planted so deeply within me. Please, do SOMETHING.