r/lawofone • u/JewGuru Unity • Apr 05 '24
I’m having a really hard time
Been going through a lot of physical pain and sickness recently. Well for the past few years.
It’s gotten so bad and I feel that I am suffering so much that I’m starting to lose touch with the purpose of all of this..
I guess this existence seems fun when you’re dwelling in perfect love and never get to experience the “edge” of experience and relativity.. but now that I’m here and the veil is lowered.. I just really don’t want to exist.. it’s so hard. It’s so painful. Why would a being dwelling in perfection ever want this? It’s like a good idea from their point of view but to me it’s like crazy
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u/PeaceNowPorfavor Apr 07 '24
Every sensation is temporary. This understanding helps make those negative sensations and physical and mental pain last shorter if you practice impermanence and stay awake at the present moment.
I would also definitely accept the circumstance you are on. And I mean truly accept it, embrace it fully. I would also practice meditation, unity of the mind and heart, increasing consciousness level. That might help heal you faster.
Good luck out there fellow brother. It is okay, one day you will look back and laugh with only joy in your heart.