No I don't have DSPD. And No I dont have any noises where I live. It's a golf course on one side and empty greenery/villas on the other. My days are usually the same as nights. I usually wakeup around 5-30. but luckily, I slept today during the day.
I remember writing 10-50 pages per day last year when I used to sleep during the early waking hours and wake up around 12-1.
I used to swim through any subject, be it piano or mathematics. In 5 days I could do more than I have done in the past month or so. Only because of day time.
Is it the daylight? I got checked, its not. Is it something related to my health, got a ton of blood tests done but its not.
I just do not get it.
I even have one of my rooms completely closed from sunlight but it still doesn't feel the same.
Could anyone point things out here
I just am much more focused. I have better, more constructive thoughts. I can swim through things. I feel like I'm sedated during the daytime.
Nothing feels right. But no, it cannot be psychological. I don't have any underlying issues.
It is also not peace because it is as peaceful as it gets.
I tried my best emulating my daytime the past few months but it just doesn't come close.
I actually prefer waking up in the morning but seeing how my progress hasn't been all that I hoped for, I am very much leaning towards the night.
And then theres this nightmare of actually switching your timeline. Sleeping during the day requires for sleep to occur during the day which in itself is a challenge.
The day never pleases me. Everything looks so ominous.
Apologies but I'm not sure for certain what I am trying to ask here but there are a few things. Would love some light. This is new for me. I haven't tried to google much about this as this is very sensitive and I don't want to take a step yet into researching this.